Nervous

A little antsy about what will become of Saturday - but I will have to keep a positive attitude, hope for the best and consider other options. I hope I'm moving in the right direction - I just need a change and need to channel my enthusiasm and hard work into something.

I need a backup plan. I don't need to make extra money - I don't know what I'm really trying to achieve - just want to prove myself and see how I can improve along the way. We can only try but then again trying things out requires patience. As a friend had mentioned to me today - its fun figuring out life -- even if it isn't so clean and direct.

I think I will go to bed.