I Think I Will

I kind of just want to try my hand at something new.  Life isn't meant to be wasted on work, television and the occasional interesting news article.  I have to get out there and make an effort - explore the world even within the boundaries of the Bay Area.  Part of the reason why I decided to get into a less stressful work environment was precisely for my benefit of building various dimensions of myself.  I don't want to find myself  years from now watching a 7th season of 30 Rock pondering what ifs during commercial breaks...  I need to get into the groove of planning out my evenings of the week wisely - noting that I shouldn't end my days with hopeful thoughts of nothing.  

If anything, I will get a chance to people watch, food watch, and have a small income that I can dedicate to a selfish cause (like future furniture).  If anything, I will learn how to make myself useful when there are spills or serving is necessary.  These are life skills.  I feel so awkward when I am at parties and what nots - I can't serve, period.  I dread my birthday when I have to cut the cake.  How do I divide things evenly.   It's time to get out there and get my hands dirty.  Yes, I think I will try my hand at catering.