Tuesday, January 13, 2009

"Every 24 Days..."
















Jumble and confused on ash-fault.   Is it so bad that I don't really have a career and I'm kind of just hanging in there?  My utmost objective now is trying to make okay money to save for a house in 2009 without having to sacrifice time outside of work.  Will I ever become a "career person"?  One who advances year to year taking on more and more responsibility?  I thought I was going to be that kind of person.  The problem is nothing really appeals to me.  Is this something in life I just have to accept?  Is this part of being an adult?  I would get a second degree if I just knew --- but what for?  I mean what do I want?  These emotions hang over me as I move through my day to day. Who in this world is happy and satisfied - I would like to know their secret.  

Apparently,  according to the brother's observations - these emotions afflict me every 24 days...

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